Watching the clock turn from 1:59am to 3am was a really strange sensation. I literally just watched an hour pass in a second and disappear completely.
Anonymous asked: Doesn't it piss you off that every one thinks your boring because your sober now and every one got distant because of it.
I never preach my beliefs but right now I’m going to voice my opinion. If your friends only pay attention to you because you harm your body and you’re a form of entertainment for them, then you should seriously considerate reevaluating your friendships. I will never compromise who I am or what I believe in to please other people. I’ve been straight edge for two years now and it was the best decision that I’ve ever made. I’m healthier than I was, I’ve weeded out fake friendships, my relationship is effortless and we never have to worry about the “I was drunk” conversation, and it was just the all around right decision for me. If people think I’m boring now because I don’t get drunk and act out than that’s fine. I’m sober because a good friend of mine overdosed and passed away and because this lifestyle is the right one for me, so no I am not bothered that people consider me “boring” or became distant.